Today I feel like I took a trip to hell. I feel like I fell into a limbo of disappointment.
I look around to the beauty that surrounds me, but I can’t see it; I can’t perceive it. The worse part is that I feel like I don’t know if I will ever perceive it again, but I’m so numbed to beauty right now, that I don’t care. I feel like an automated hybrid of human and machine that doesn’t include a smile chip.
And the only reason I remember I’m human is that distant voice that says, “this is not real. The only thing real is love. I know you can’t feel it right now, but it’s still there. Trust me; everything will be okay.”